My mood has been absolutely awful lately so I haven’t been able to get any words out. I still don’t feel like I can write anything in an adequate fashion….so here’s some photos of new things instead!
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My imperfections are many. I have scars and zits on my face, I have gained weight, my teeth are not by-any-means perfect looking. I won’t smile with my mouth opened and my knees turn in to each other. My posture SUCKS and my back is constantly in pain.
Recently my Mom asked me if I had put on weight, I answered with a resounding “YES!! Didn’t you notice?”.
Yes, I’m overweight.
I’ve gone up 1 or 2 pant sizes (depending on the brand). I’m not sure if it’s from being fired last August or starting my Anti-Depressants not that long afterwards. It took me a very, very long time to come to terms with needing to take them. I believed, wholeheartedly, that they would hurt me. (I am not talking for anyone but myself.) I realized that they do help me. I’m not sure if it’s contributed to my weight gain or if having free sugary drinks during my work has instead. I need some self control but it’s hard, considering I have quite the sweet tooth.
My social life hasn’t grown at all and the fact that i’m pushing 30 doesn’t make me think that it’s ever going to change.
I do have something to look forward to, a few hotel collaborations and some product reviews coming up as well as a potential writing gig.
I’m still learning how to balance positivity in my life and it’s honestly a lot harder then I thought it ever would be. I’m trying to keep my mind open with a goal of positive personal growth.
Oops! I posted these videos on youtube and of course, being slightly absent minded, I completely forgot to post them here.
I have so many things to review (tea, beauty products etc) but I just haven’t had enough time or energy lately.
I did reserve some of my energy and I made this:
I also got brand new glasses:
I saved up some of my tips and dipped in to savings to get this:
I’m SUPER amateur with sewing but I plan on getting some vintage fabric and secondhand supplies to teach myself the basics!
And my Boyfriend spoiled our cats and got them this amazing tree:
I’m also coming up on my 6 month anniversary with work and a cool vacation i’m going to document on my blog!
Thanks for all your incredible support as well.
I want to thank the very kind folks at Sweets from the Earth for providing me and my Boyfriend this AMAZING opportunity to try their Vegan Cookies.
They have such a wide variety of products and information on their website, https://sweetsfromtheearth.com as well as a handy store finder at the top right corner.
You can also buy them from Well.ca
A lot of their products are “free from” different allergens. These cookies are specifically nut free.
They have such a wide variety of products and here’s some great properties:
- ALL NATURAL
- 100% VEGAN
- GMO FREE
- DAIRY & EGG FREE
- SESAME, PEANUT & NUT FREE
- WHEAT & GLUTEN FREE
- ETHICALLY CRAFTED
- LACTOSE FREE
- CHOLESTEROL FREE
- NO REFINED SUGARS
- 0 TRANS FATS
- LOW IN SATURATED FAT
- NO ARTIFICIAL COLOURS
- NO ARTIFICIAL FLAVOURS
- NO PRESERVATIVES
I’m almost gritting my teeth as I write this. It’s always experiences that prompt me to go on these informative rants (if you want to call it that) and let it all flow.
I was recently contacted by someone who runs a charity event to benefit a local Autism Centre. She asked me if there was any way I wanted to be involved and immediately I got quite defensive and a bit angry. I should have controlled my emotions a bit better but it was seemingly obvious that she had not viewed any of my content prior to contacting me.
She told me they raised over 200,000 in the past for this centre with their different events. That’s all well and good until you see who one of the main sponsors is for the centre.
AUTISM SPEAKS CANADA.
Anyone who knows me or has viewed my content has probably seen how outspoken I am against them. Just look up “Boycott Autism Speaks” on google and you’ll yield 266,000 results! There are plenty of reasons as to why I will not be involved in ANYTHING that is remotely linked to them. I have values and self-respect.
The conversation went like this:
Do you really want to help the Autistic community? I’m always quite disheartened by the fact that so many of these opportunities are laden with no information OR misinformation. It makes getting the message of advocacy/activism/equality/rights much harder to convey.
If you want to donate funds, here’s some things you can do:
- Contact your local Autistic Meetup group and ask what they need
- Support Autistic individuals by purchasing their art or offerings
- Make a donation to http://autisticadvocacy.org
If you are reading this and you have more ideas of what would be essential to my list, please leave a comment or get in touch.
I’ve been asked numerous times “Where can I buy your art?” and I just haven’t felt like putting that out there.. until now. I’m not really sure what was holding me back, part of me feels like that’s because determining a price is very difficult. I have four items up right now and the prices are all varied. If there’s something you’re interested in or would like to special order from me, please let me know and i’ll do my very best to accommodate.
To purchase, press “Buy My Art” on the right hand side column of my blog or go to http://retrophiliac.bigcartel.com
Thank you so much for your continued support!